I AM SOOO NERVOUS

Tomorrow, I am going to present my FYP to an internal and external examiner. Frankly, I am nervous since I don't think that I have mastered every aspect of this project. I have prepared the slides but still I browsed through it several times to ensure that I have put everything together. My presentation skills seem to deteriorate too, especially when someone interrupts my speech. One more thing, it has been a week since I escaped from Mr. SV. I am very sure how piss he is towards me. I am sooo sorry Mr. SV. It's not that I hate you or tired of you, it's just that I want to avoid from any additional pressure due to your perfectionism. Also, I want to stop feeling guilty for not fulfilling your request to continue with the project :(

Few days more until graduation, yet I still have no effort in finding any jobs for my future. Most of my friend has been to at least 3 job interviews and some of them even managed to secure a position in a company. Me? I am quite worried that I will end up being jobless for quite a long time. But still I don't have the courage to enter a career life. 

2 more weeks and everything will end. I am so nervous of the future. What will I be? What will I experience? Will my heart heal? Will every pieces of my life come together? Will I ever meet such wonderful friends as what I have in my study years? I will definitely going to miss all of them. Yes technology may bring us close to each other, but of course things will change. Some may forget each other, some may even be happy to be apart from others. 

There are lots of thing in my mind. Yet, I still haven't found any answer to all the questions. I am just hoping for patience and strength to overcome everything and anything.