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MY WISH LIST

2012-01-27T00:44:00.001+08:00

My friend (Faraheen) posted about her first wish list which is I found logical since she will start her career at the beginning of March. All the best dear! But here I am posting about my wish list even though I am nowhere near to the starting of my own career life (sobs). Ah x kira! Nak jugak!

New pair of glasses - I have been wearing the same glasses for almost 3 years now although it is advisable to change it once every year. The reason is not because of my laziness or what-so-ever but due the cost which reach to 1.5 K. *Gulp* 1.5 K only for a pair of glasses from a not-so-famous shop and unknown brand? Yep. Since I am suffering from bad astigmatism, the cost is much more higher as compared to typical glasses.
Oven - Yes. I am so eager to have my own oven and to start polishing and improving my cooking and baking skill. No more worries for me to crave for lasagna..kan3?
Watch - It's been almost a year since I last wearing a watch on my wrist. I entrusted my friend with the most precious watch given by my Dad, and he lost it! I was kind of mad actually but he was so clueless (he is always clueless) about how I felt. He seemed to forget about it~ Pfffttt

Ermm..that's all for the Top 3 in my wish list. Hehehe~

PROJEK SEORANG PENGANGGUR #1

2012-01-26T13:35:00.001+08:00

DUIT OOOO DUIT

2012-01-19T15:20:00.001+08:00

I got a phone call this morning from a company, asking me whether it will be okay for me to be interviewed next week on Thursday. I said yes. Luckily the interview will be somewhere in JB. BUT..I have no money! Not even a dollar (ok tipu..ada RM10 dlm purse) so how? My plan to sell some of my belongings in UTP was not succeeded so here I am now, broke and helpless (eceh). Thinking about the job interview alone makes me nervous. Fuhhh~

NEW WORLD

2012-01-18T09:36:00.001+08:00

I feel really awkward..to wake up late, watch TV all day long, sitting around and talk or chat to nobody. I feel really weird to have no one around me for me to tease or to laugh at. I miss my friends. Yes. I miss them. So much that I kept on dreaming of hanging out with them.

Yes I'm home. Starting a new life..supposed to be with a new spirit. But somehow, a part of me is not yet prepared nor ready to face this new world. Still, I have to accept the fate that life changes. Some matters are better be left out in the dark, but some others should be kept until death.

I love my friends and I miss them already!

MY FRIENDS ARE SPECIAL

2012-01-13T02:00:00.000+08:00

EXAM BEBEH!

2012-01-09T08:04:00.003+08:00

I just want to know the feeling of blogging one hour before sitting for exam. Hehehe..This morning at 9 me and my friends are going to sit for our very first exam for this year. Yes some of them may be sitting the 3 hours exam as their very last examination experience ever in UTP. But for me and some others (taking Mandarin and IKS) will be having another paper at 2.30 pm. Then we'll be free! But...to those who are still waiting for January 12th, I am wishing you all the best. I am wishing the best to all of us!

CROCHET AND EXAM WEEK

2012-01-07T17:31:00.002+08:00

Crochet and exam week cannot be separated..just like 'irama dan lagu'..keh3. Ok stop 'merepeking!' Here's what I did today during the so-called revision session~

Don't mind the OCM lecture notes as the background :P This design is actually a modified design from the previous post. I don't really love pink (although I have lots of pink T-shirts) but I love this pink flower!

EXAM WEEK

2012-01-06T14:26:00.001+08:00

It's exam week! And I'll have my first and last paper next Monday (9th Jan 2012). Oh..I mean my real last paper ever in UTP! And here's what I did today!

I really3 need to run away from my own room during study and exam week. Why? Well..u already have the reason. Others may be tempted by their very own drama collection in their laptops or hard disks, or by the bed calling for sweet dreams..I am tempted by the cotton wool and the crochet hook! Oh my...I really should run away~

IT REMINDS ME OF MY CHILDHOOD

2012-01-04T17:49:00.003+08:00

When I was 8 to 9 years old, I was addicted to a JDorama entitled Kindaichi Shonen no Jikenbo (The Files of Young Kindaichi) aired on a Singaapore's Channel 8. I recalled of watching 2 different actors acted as Hajime Kindaichi. One is by Tsuyoshi Domoto and Matsumoto Jun starred the newer version of the drama (newer season I think).

Yesterday, I was very shocked to see that someone actually has the collection of the drama! So I excitedly downloaded them. Hehehe.eventhough it's just a collection of the 3rd season which was starred by Matsumoto Jun, it was enough for me to recall my childhood memories. It flashed back the moments when my Dad scolded me for being awake late at night even up to 12 am (which is considered very late for a kid) just to watch this Drama which was aired at 10 pm every weekdays. I remembered the arguments I had with my brothers and sisters when they tried to take over the TV to watch other channels.

As time passed, the little girl who used to stay-up late at night to watch her favourite drama is now reaching 23 years old. Hahahaha~

This one is Tsuyoshi Domoto's

And this one is Matsumoto Jun's (you could identify him from his thick eyebrows)

I AM SOOO NERVOUS

2012-01-02T20:30:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow, I am going to present my FYP to an internal and external examiner. Frankly, I am nervous since I don't think that I have mastered every aspect of this project. I have prepared the slides but still I browsed through it several times to ensure that I have put everything together. My presentation skills seem to deteriorate too, especially when someone interrupts my speech. One more thing, it has been a week since I escaped from Mr. SV. I am very sure how piss he is towards me. I am sooo sorry Mr. SV. It's not that I hate you or tired of you, it's just that I want to avoid from any additional pressure due to your perfectionism. Also, I want to stop feeling guilty for not fulfilling your request to continue with the project :(

Few days more until graduation, yet I still have no effort in finding any jobs for my future. Most of my friend has been to at least 3 job interviews and some of them even managed to secure a position in a company. Me? I am quite worried that I will end up being jobless for quite a long time. But still I don't have the courage to enter a career life.

2 more weeks and everything will end. I am so nervous of the future. What will I be? What will I experience? Will my heart heal? Will every pieces of my life come together? Will I ever meet such wonderful friends as what I have in my study years? I will definitely going to miss all of them. Yes technology may bring us close to each other, but of course things will change. Some may forget each other, some may even be happy to be apart from others.

There are lots of thing in my mind. Yet, I still haven't found any answer to all the questions. I am just hoping for patience and strength to overcome everything and anything.

IT'S BEEN SO LONG

2012-01-02T00:57:00.001+08:00

..since I last post about you, love :P

MEMORIES OF 2011

2012-01-01T17:38:00.001+08:00

In this post, I would like to share some of my memorable moments throughout year 2011. Of course 2011 has brought lots of frustration and sadness to me, but still is was one of the best years with lots of exciting moments too. This post will be a bit long, so kindly click Klik Untuk Baca :)

Pangkor Trip
It is a must for us to be here for at least once since we are just few kilometers away from the island (about 2.5 hours journey). It was so exciting since it was a girls only trip and we made it happen!

Photo Shoot in Paddy Field

This was actually a random activity planned during semester break. We were very lucky since during that time, the paddy field was very green :)

Paintball!

I was actually supposed to join as a photographer but then one team did not have enough team members so i decided to join too (plus it was FOC!). It was very thrilling!

AIDILADHA IN UTP

Last year was my first time celebrating Aidiladha in UTP. Yes I did feel the loneliness since I was staying in my house alone. Luckily I have some other friends who decided to 'raya' in UTP!

1ST BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION IN UTP

I was born on December. Thus, I didn't really have the chance to celebrate my birthday with friends since I was a kid because December is the month of school holiday. Even during my first 3 years in UTP, December was our semester break.

Taman Gunung Lang

Another amazing experience of being in one of the most beautiful places in Ipoh town..also for photo-shooting! Hehe..actually this was just a day after the photo shooting in paddy field session :)

Air Terjun Ulu Licin

I have been to Air Terjun Ulu Cepor which is quite famous among Perakians. Air Terjun Ulu Licin is a new experience for me during this year :)

Conquering Bukit Kledang

Me and my friends also have managed to conquer Bukit Kledang!

MY FIRST TIME EATING:

You can call me JAKUN but seriously, 2011 is the year when I first time ate:

Tutti Frutti!

Johnny's Steamboat!

Taufufah Ipoh! (eh this one dah 2012 la :P)

However, my mission to eat Subway's food is still pending (fine..call me JAKUN again!)

MEETING CELEBRITIES

Meeting celebrities may seem nothing to others. Yeah..sometimes I don't really a fan of that celebrity but still it's a good experience to meet them unexpectedly (or expectedly). Keh3..

Fedtri Yahya

M. Zul (I was wearing the same Kurung so you can easily guess that I met him in the same day I met Fedtri)

I have also met Zahiril Adzim last two nights during my class Farewell Futsal. Sadly I didn't take any photo of me with him =(

Ha..this one! AC Mizal and his wife (Emilia Rosnaida). Ooopss this one is in 2012 also :P

From this moment on, I have decided to collect more photos of me with celebrities (eh azam 2012 ke ni?)

LOTS AND LOTS OF CLASS EVENT!

Class Picnic

Class Farewell Dinner

Class Farewelll Futsal

There are actually lots more to tell but it's better for me to keep some of them myself. Heee =)

May 2012 brings lots of happiness to all of us!

HEHEHEHE =)

2011-12-30T16:59:00.004+08:00

I'm kinda busy right now..so I'll update about my class dinner later ok? Bye2

MALAM PESTA MUDA-MUDI

2011-12-29T13:48:00.002+08:00

I truly love this song by late Saloma:

Dinner mode =) I just can't wait for it!

DEAR YOU

2011-12-27T20:42:00.001+08:00

Dearyou,

Iwas watching a couple of an old lady with her old man walking together in apark holding hand, and I was reminded of you. I never know who you will be, butI know I will love you. I want to grow old with you, with our kids, with our grandchildren.I want to be the first one you see every morning and the last one you kiss onthe forehead every night. I want to be the one holding you in my arms when you’resad, I want to be the one patting your back when you feel bad.

Dearyou,

I am not pretty but I am chatty. But I hopeyou’ll see the beauty in me. I wish you can lend me your ears when I am naggingor mumbling. I have bad temper but I know you’ll be the one who can cool medown. Though I love to talk, I am bad in expressing my real feeling. I may sayI HATE IT but deep inside I TRULY LOVE IT. I might chase you away when I amdepressed because I hate to let you see me crying but I still hope you’ll bethere for me.

Dearyou,

Ihave bad eating habits. I eat so fast that I am afraid you’ll be ashamed ofhaving as your companion. I know it will be a pleasure for you to have awell-mannered woman by your side, but for you I will learn to change. I eat a lot that I am afraid you’ll behesitated to take me out for lunches or dinners. But trust me my dear; I amjust treasuring the ‘rizk’ that I am not willing for it to be wasted.

Dearyou,

Ihave so much more to tell and so much more to share. But I’ll keep on waitingfor you and for the time to come. Because I know I will love you as much as youwill too.

MEMORIES

2011-12-27T11:42:00.003+08:00

THE SINGING ME

2011-12-26T23:11:00.001+08:00

I had once dream of being a singer..putting nice glamorous dresses, playing guitars or pianos (erkk..but I don't even know the notes!), looking pretty with sophisticated make-up. I love singing..in fact I love it sooo very much! But as I grew older, I no longer have the interest of being a singer (or don't have the talent to be one?). Hahaha.. There are lots of my singings recorded inside my phone and laptop. I could easily produce 2 or 3 albums from them! Hahahaha..I'm not obsessed with myself but I'm obsessed with singing~ I wrote some songs before, but then I found them to be very euwww so I stopped writing them.

...still wondering why do I post this??

NEW K-POP BAND!!!

2011-12-26T21:52:00.003+08:00

Introducing... 10CMBlueDongHoon!!

Genre: Reggae rock sentimental

Psssstt: This is just a joke. To all K-pop Lovers, don't be too surprised la ye~

REALITY

2011-12-26T15:11:00.001+08:00

SECRET

2011-12-26T00:49:00.002+08:00

ANIMATED GIF - HASMIRA

2011-12-23T18:28:00.001+08:00

WOULDN'T IT BE NICE IF...

2011-12-23T11:09:00.003+08:00

I have this support in reality~

OK..I'm being crazy! FYP #___# is making me crazy isn't it?

CRAZY IN LOVE

2011-12-22T20:46:00.003+08:00

Is it funny? Huh? Funny? Funny? Because you are laughing....

..your heart out dear!

LOVE HURTS, SO DOES LIFE

2011-12-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

Ermm.. Since I was a kid, I used to be this kid that took everything very seriously. My friends found it very hard for me to joke or to laugh over stupid little things. I used to be this someone who always rely on hopes and dreams to be fulfilled exactly like how I imagined it would be. I used to be a perfectionist in everything I did. I used to be mad and blamed anything else for what I've lost or failed to accomplish. I used to be this kid who cried night and day over not getting a comic book from my late Mom. I used to love everything since everything went according to my plan. But of course it changed, drastically and terribly.

At that very moment, I felt so lost and devastated. I didn't know what to do. That was when I started to pick up the pieces of my life that I used to toss and scatter away. Realizing that every experience matters, every lesson matters, every second matters and every person that came into my life matters

WORDLESS WEDNESDAY #15 - HOW TO __

2011-12-21T17:23:00.002+08:00

WHY FIRST LOVE HURTS?

2011-12-21T13:19:00.002+08:00

Lee Gyu Won : Dad, why first love hurts?
Lee Gyu Won's Dad : Because you'll always remember it.

Neul ttokgateun haneure

Neul gateun haru

Geudega omneun-gotmalgoneun

Dallajin-ge omneunde

THANK YOU FOR THE LOVE

2011-12-20T21:13:00.001+08:00

Keh3..the post title is sooo scandalous. Lately my Facebook status and update sounded very 'manja2' lovey-dovey like. Eherm..it's truthfully because I AM IN LOVE! Yes I am..smiling from ear to ear, humming love songs happily. Ohh do not misunderstand. I am not in that kind of love relationship. But I did fell in love. With husky voice of Jung Yong Hwa from CN Blue:

I always adore man with husky voice (but not each and everyone of them since I have my own standard of the so called 'beautiful husky voice'). A friend of mine thought that I am in love with Jung Yong Hwa and even MMS me his 'selca'..muahahaha~ Thank you friend, but I only love his voice. Since I am realistic enough to not pour my love to some strangers. Kan3? Hahahaha~

VLC Media Player Is So Cute

2011-12-20T15:48:00.002+08:00

Hehehe...it's cute isn't it?

I'M A LADY

2011-12-19T13:40:00.001+08:00

I am now 22 years old. So I think what I am about to tell you is logic for girls (or should I say ladies?) at my age. I am about to enter a career world, which mean I need to start looking and behaving like a professional. But still having to maintain the fun and easy-going mode!

Urghh..enough with the meaningless talk~

Actually..I am eager to own a clutch bag. Hahaha..funny? Not quite since I've been dreaming of having one since early this year. And now (it's mid December!) still I haven't got the chance (or should I say the budget?) to buy one. Hurmm..maybe I'll get one next year!

KDRAMA-COINCIDENCES? - Part 2

2011-12-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

I was browsing through Heartstring episode 1. Look at what I found!

Remember what I was posting about in here? Hahahaha~ And plus..these are from Episode 1 ONLY!

I AM WISHING YOU ALL THE BEST!

2011-12-18T20:22:00.002+08:00

This week will be the most critical week for most of us. Some worry about their SI (Structured Interview), some worry about their unending labwork (like me), some worry about final report and technical paper submission (me again?), some worry about the upcoming tests and projects..and many others~ No matter what, I am wishing you all the best!

PHOTOSCAPE - ANIMATED GIF

2011-12-18T14:56:00.001+08:00

I was so bored. When I'm bored, I'll be crazy. So I was crazy. A bit. Ermm..yes a little bit. I explored Photoscape. Is that crazy? Yes when U made crazy faces for your animated gif.

Here's another one:

NICE PHOTO~

2011-12-17T00:26:00.002+08:00

EMOTIONAL

2011-12-17T00:05:00.002+08:00

Yes. I am a bit emotional today. Some memories were accidentally re-winded into my mind; causing major mental break down. I realized that I've gotten stronger for the things that have happened, but still no matter how strong I got..I could never be freed from this mental torture. I am hoping that this remaining one month will end everything. EVERYTHING.

I can be your friend, I can be a stranger too, But I will never be an enemy to you~

KDRAMA - COINCIDENCES?

2011-12-15T21:04:00.003+08:00

I watched Playful Kiss last weekend (a real action version of Itazura Na Kiss anime from Japan). I noticed this pattern of making the hero and heroin to wear clothes with the same colour in most of the occasion..to make it less obvious, sometimes they wear different colour but with the same style. Coincidences? I don't think so. This is a way of making the 'relationship' to look 'sweeter' and memorable.

These are some of the evidences. Hehehe~

KDRAMA - FAILED!

2011-12-15T17:10:00.001+08:00

I was watching Baby Face Beauty. And I realized this:

Nothing???

Look again~

I'm a type of person who gives so much attention to the background as compared to the main subject. So I'm prone to notice this kind of mistakes~

我爱我的家人。

2011-12-13T22:17:00.002+08:00

我爱我的爸爸，妈妈，姐姐，哥哥和弟弟。我爱我的家。

This is what I did when I was bored last night~

A STORY OF US

2011-12-13T00:56:00.003+08:00

ANNOYED!

2011-12-10T19:06:00.001+08:00

Today was a record. I've never been mad for more than 2-3 hours. But I was feeling annoyed for this one whole day. I wasn't sure what was the reason or what were the reasons. All I knew was that I got cranky and mad when people asked me anything. Everything seemed to be wrong and depressing. EVERYTHING! I frowned even while I was eating. I slept and I dreamed of bad things. I stayed awake and I got offended and annoyed by everything. I wasn't sure what I should do.

I was asked by a friend: WHAT ARE YOUR DREAMS IN 5-10 YEARS TIME? I couldn't even answer to that simple question. Simple question that gets harder and harder by day. Since so many unhappiness came into my life, since I've been into so many kind of failures either in social life or academic life, I don't dare to dream anymore. Because for me, dreams are depressing and frustrating. Everyone can dream but not everyone can put constant efforts for their dreams. And the most important part is, not everyone is willing to live the lives when their dreams are shattered. Yes I'm a coward because I'm afraid of dreaming. But dreams took me so far away from the reality and reality hurts so much. I only believe in opportunities, efforts and fates. When you tried so hard, you may get it. But sometimes you're just not capable of getting it due to the lack of opportunities. And sometimes, you're fated that way.

I'm bad in getting over the feeling of loss and left behind. So I decided to stop dreaming and putting high hopes in anything or anyone. Because I'm done being hurt. And I'm done dreaming~

CROCHET

2011-12-08T21:27:00.001+08:00

TOMORROW IS THE DAY!

2011-12-06T23:52:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow will be the day of FYP Poster Presentation. After much difficulties , I managed to print out my poster. I'm hoping for the best for tomorrow and ALL THE BEST TO ALL MY FRIENDS TOO!

SHELLFISH ALLERGY

2011-12-05T20:12:00.001+08:00

I suffered from shellfish allergy since I was 14 years old. I'd enjoyed eating shellfish when I was a kid. Maybe during my teenage time, my hormones changed and caused me to be allergic to shellfish. People may say that I'd lost one of the biggest gift in the world but personally I've never ever felt so since I've tried many different types of shellfish when I was a kid.

I just got an allergic reaction from an unknown sources after I ate Nasi Lemak from a cafetaria. And I am now patiently bearing with the itchiness and the swelling nose and bloated face =( I took my time to google about shellfish allergy.

Treatments and drugs

The only sure way to prevent an allergic reaction to shellfish is to avoid shellfish altogether. Most people with a shellfish allergy can eat fish, however.

Despite your best efforts, however, you may still come in contact with shellfish. If you experience a mild allergic reaction to shellfish, medications such as antihistamines may reduce signs and symptoms, such as rash and itchiness. Antihistamines can be taken after exposure to shellfish to control your reaction and help relieve discomfort.

If you have a severe allergic reaction to shellfish (anaphylaxis), you'll likely need an emergency injection of epinephrine (adrenaline). If you're at risk of having a severe reaction, carry injectable epinephrine (such as an EpiPen, EpiPen Jr.) with you at all times.

Administer an emergency injection of epinephrine if you experience any of these symptoms after exposure to shellfish:

Difficulty breathing
Swollen throat
Wheezing or a repetitive dry cough
Chest tightness
Dizziness, lightheadedness or a feeling that you're going to faint

After you use epinephrine, seek emergency medical care.

Source: mayoclinic

WHEN A JOKE FAILS~

2011-12-05T18:06:00.001+08:00

I started it as a joke but some people took it very seriously and annoyingly

Friend : Who's that guy?
Me : What guy?
Friend : The one u're falling in love with..
Me : Ooo...that guy.
Friend : Yep..so who?
Me : Is it that important?
Friend : Yes.
Me : Why?
Friend : Cause I'm still single and could believe that U've already found one. I'm far better than U.
Me : So?
Friend : I want to know who's that unlucky guy.
Me : Guess what? U're one unlucky girl cause U don't get a guy and U won't even get the answer to your question. Happy?
Friend : ...

Pffttt..

MY SWEET 22ND BIRTHDAY =)

2011-12-04T14:56:00.001+08:00

Today is December 4, 2011 and it is my birthday. This is actually my first time celebrating my birthday in UTP, also the last birthday to be celebrated as a undergraduate student. For me, my 22nd birthday is very unique. Why?

I started of by sharing my experience with my friends (Faraheen, Alia, Khafif and Asyraf) conquering Bukit Kledang in Ipoh, Perak. The 6km journey took an average of 2 hours. The track was very challenging (very steep) and me myself had almost given up due to injury in the mid of the mission. Thanks to my friends, I continued hiking and finally arrived at the top of Bukit Kledang.

For more photos, kindly visit here or here :)

In Kerocet-Merocet I have mentioned about my interest in crocheting. So today, I would like to update my achievement in crocheting since my friend Sarah would love to see the outcomes. Ohh..I've already bought the hooks and yarn since last few weeks. Although the yarns I used are the cheap ones, I managed to create something.

Perfect? Not really though :( but I'll keep one trying!

Hmm..back to the topic (my birthday), my girlfriends (Faraheen, Alia and Asyraf!!) planned to secretly celebrate my birthday. Hehe..it's funny since it's very obvious. It was the night before December 4, and all of sudden Faraheen asked me out for dinner and did not mention the venue (unusual). Tada..at 9 pm we arrived in JJ and went straightly to Kenny Rogers restaurant. Then Alia was M.I.A. She made an excuse to withdraw her money from nearby ATM machine. But she roughly went out for about 20 minutes. Suspicious huh? Next venue was Gerbang Malam. I bought a shawl for the upcoming class dinner. Faraheen also bought one. Then we went back to UTP. As we arrived, Faraheen stopped her Gen 2 in front of the mosque. Alia took out a slice of cake which she secretly bought when she 'withdrew the money' in JJ and Faraheen handed over a plastic bag which contained 'her newly bought green shawl.' Haha!

This morning, still I went to the lab. Sob3 =(

Then I had lunch with my friend. Another birthday presents...yippee!

I never thought that I'll have a chance to celebrate my last birthday. And I've never even thought about getting presents or birthday card. Thanks to my friend, I have the sweetest memory for my birthday. Thanks to everyone who wished for my birthday through Facebook, Twitter and Google Talk. Thanks a lot! I LOVE YOU! One more month before we part from each other, yet we still remain happy and willingly creating more memories to be cherished.

Urghh..have to stop writing now because I'm getting sentimental...and teary too!

One year older..leaving the past as memories to be cherished and to be pondered :)

MOOD SWING

2011-12-03T00:12:00.001+08:00

It's weird how someone's mood can change easily like A.B.C. I was very happy and excited just now waiting for tomorrow to come but then suddenly I got upset and offended over something small. It is small, but since it happened very frequently..I got tired of it. It may be funny to others, but not to me.

ONE DAY OFF FROM LAB WORK MEANS FREEDOM!

2011-12-02T20:37:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is one of the most awaited moments in these few months. Me and the girls and some of the guys are going to have our quality time together conquering Bukit Keledang. Hahaha..actually I'm pretty sure that almost 80% of the students here have conquered Bukit Keledang for at least once, so here I am..going to do so for my very first time..though I've been here for almost 5 years! Noob much? Plus, this actually means I'm going to have a ONE DAY OFF from lab work! Yippee! Thanks to my friend who is willing to help me to take the effluent samples for tomorrow =) Ermm..so here I am planning on what to do and what to bring during the journey. Hahaha.

Camera! With extra SD card~ (still hoping that I'll manage to bring a photographer friend of mine)
Foods (I'm always hungry)
Small towel (in case I'll sweat severely)
Drinking water
Foam bubbles (is this the correct words for 'buih sabun'?)
Clothes (in case we're heading somewhere else after the mission)
..still thinking~

WHY DO I BLOG?

2011-11-30T20:50:00.001+08:00

I've been blogging for almost 4 years now. For the record, year 2011 has the highest number of post. Maybe since I am now in my Final Year so I have (lots?) of free time and ideas to be shared. Or maybe I'm just bored of doing the same routine everyday, having the same feeling and expectation on what my life would be. I actually started blogging to express my feelings through writings. I love writing. But it turned out that my blog has become very personal yet still readable by everyone. I revisit my older posts in this blog and realized how childish and immature I was in the past few years; having to spill-out everything on this blog. I realized that some of my posts may hurt the feelings of the persons I love. Thus at this point of time, I would like to apologize for it! As time passed by, I could detect the changes of my writing pattern. Most of my recent posts are short and some of them even consist of photos only. I've even designed the watermark for the photos shared in this blog. Currently I have three blogs: Ceritera Patik which mainly about my personal life, friends and family, Dari Lensa Patik which is a collection of photos taken using my one and only SAMSUNG ES65 and last but not least Yang Cantik Menarik - a blog of Google Images collection. I don't blog to earn any $$$. I don't even really bother about the number of followers of my blogs. Because for me, blogging is just a way for me to communicate. Since sometimes, writing is the best way to narrate, to explain and to describe a particular special occasion, unique feeling or anything but not everything.

Footnote: I don't really know why I post this =___="

DEAR MR. SV

2011-11-29T00:13:00.001+08:00

WRITING IS MY PASSION?

2011-11-28T00:30:00.001+08:00

Yep3..x tipu. 'Writing was my passion, and it still is.' Harini patik teringat semula hobi lama patik. Penulisan. 'Writing.' Hasil dorongan Miss Wana 'my lovely teacher' patik semakin bersemangat menulis ketika zaman sekolah menengah dulu. Patik pernah menghasilkan cerita pendek perihal alam animasi, fantasi dan realiti yang menjadi bahan bacaan dua rakan sekelas patik (Arif dan Muzhaffar). Tapi dek kesibukan, cerita tu terkubur begitu sahaja selepas kegigihan patik menulis hingga ke muka 64. 'I was literally writing the story with pen n papers.'

Masuk ke alam U pulak, patik ada cuba2 menulis satu lagi cerita pendek bertajuk Putera Katak yang patik pernah paparkan prolog nya. Patik acap kali berniat untuk menyambung penulisan patik. Tapi...tapi.. Hanya mampu merancang.

Zaman sekolah, patik agak terkenal dengan hasil penulisan yg agak jiwang2 dan romantis. Paling tidak pun perihal kasih sayang insani. Antaranya 'The Bad Day' yg pernah patik paparkan sedikit dulu. Ada banyak lagi hasil penulisan sedemikian rupa. Namun, yang membuatkan patik kecewa..koleksi penulisan patik tu dah lama jatuh ke tangan orang yang tidak sepatutnya. Orang yang tidak menghargai ilham dan idea patik. Patik pun silap jugak sebab memberi kepercayaan penuh kepada orang tu.

Sekarang patik hanya mampu menulis ringkas. Mungkin satu masa nanti minat ini akan patik cuba teruskan. Mungkin selepas selesai urusan FYP?

A STRESSFUL STORY OF A FINAL YEAR STUDENT

2011-11-26T21:52:00.001+08:00

Setiap pagi, seawal 9 pagi atau selewat 10 pagi terpaksa melangkah ke makmal kesayangan. Setiap hari ye. Diulang...SETIAP HARI! Bermaksud, 'no more free weekends' dan 'no more waking up late from sleep'. Harini genap hari ke-26 masuk ke 'lab' setiap hari. Eleh..padahal kawan patik Mr. Khaw dah masuk 2 bulan p 'lab' hari2. Tapi..tapi..tapi..x lama lagi tinggal lah patik seorang diri sebab projek patik ni tiada pengakhiran dan nasib patik ni sangat a baik sebab dapat seorang Encik SV yg sangat komited terhadap hal ehwal projek sampaikan patik disuruh mengadap keje2 'lab' tu sampai sehari sebelum meninggalkan U ni. Pfffft~ SPEECHLESS?

Menurut perkiraan patik, sekarang ni masuk la bulan ke-3 patik x balek2 ke rumah. Si Naim pun dah besar. Maafkan makcikmu ni yg x pernah2 menatap muka Naim sejak dilahirkan lagi. Sob3. Nanti bulan 1 kita jumpa ek sayang~ Walaupun hati patik meronta2 nak balik rumah, tapi mengenangkan cabaran ni sebagai pecutan terakhir buat patik sebelum bergelar graduan, patik tabahkan je la. Walaupun pelbagai dugaan dan godaan melanda, patik cuba mengeraskan hati agar x kalah. Kamon3 Hafifah!

Tapi..sebagai manusia biasa, patik xkan bebas dari kekalahan minda dan hati. Minggu ni merupakan minggu yang menyebabkan patik 'mentally surrender' atas semua nya. Syukur ada kawan2 yang x putus memberi sokongan. 'Roughly about 2 more months so I have to endure this!'

Akhir kata, maafkan 'student' mu ini yang selalu memberontak wahai Encik SV. Sesungguhnya mulut ni je 'laser' tapi pulun jugak nak siapkan. Pfftt~ I love U Encik SV.

NEVER BLAME THE HORMONES

2011-11-21T22:21:00.001+08:00

Dulu patik pernah post tentang drama Korea 'favourite' patik MY LOVELY SAMSOON. Sekarang patik mengulang tonton drama ni buat kali ke-5..entah kenapa patik memang betul2 suka drama ni. Memang la drama Korea x lepas dengan watak lelaki yg 'perfect'..kaya, hensem bla bla bla..tapi drama ni ada jugak realitinya. 'Favourite scene' patik adalah dalam episod 4 waktu Sam Soon dan Ji Hyun ada dekat stesen 'subway' yg mana si Ji Hyun menyalahkan Sam Soon sebab terlalu mudah percaya dan berharap kepada cinta sedangkan bg Ji Hyun cinta tu daripada hormon. Paling lama bertahan selalunya 2 tahun, kes2 terpencil dapat sampai ke 3,4 tahun. Jadi pada Ji Hyun jgn salahkan si 'ex' kalau kena 'dumped' tapi salahkan hormon. Nak tau x apa jawapan Sam Soon?

Ye..sesetengah daripada kita memandang remeh kepada perasaan insani. Yang datang pasti akan pergi dan biarkan yang pergi terus pergi. Namun dalam ramai2 kalangan kita, ada jugak insan yang sangat menyanjungi dan menghargai cinta dah kasih sayang. Kadang2 terlalu taksub sampaikan hampir memakan diri. Tapi patik setuju dengan 'statement' Sam Soon. NEVER BLAME THE HORMONES sebab kita ada pilihan dan kemampuan untuk berusaha. Kadang2 kita yakin apa yang kita buat adalah yang terbaik dan x akan menyakitkan sesiapa tapi x mustahil keputusan itu lebih menyakitkan insan lain. Tiada satu pun dalam dunia ni yang sentiasa menggembirakan dan membahagiakan. 'Everything comes in a package.' Baik dan buruk datang bersama. Tanpa kekurangan tiada kelebihan. Tidak ada sesuatu pun yang dapat memenuhi impian kita 100% jadi kenapa sibuk memeningkan hati dan minda sampai yang dikejar x dapat, yang digendong berciciran?

Alasan 'cliche' perihal lumrah manusia kacang lupakan kulit sedangkan kita aa pilihan untuk menghargai dan memelihara. Sedangkan sebuah rumah bermula daripada seketul bata yang memerlukan pengorbanan keringat dan material, inikan pula perihal perasaan dan hati.

Notakaki: Tidak berkesempatan untuk menggapai angka 3, namun berharap agar kita sama2 bahagia~

WHAT DAY IS TOMORROW?

2011-11-18T22:59:00.001+08:00

IT'S CIVIL JAN 07 OUTING DAY BEBEH!

WEIRDLY BEAUTIFUL - ALLISON ANTM ALL STARS

2011-11-13T00:40:00.001+08:00

KISAH AIILADHA

2011-11-09T22:41:00.001+08:00

Dua hari sebelum Aidiladha menjelang, patik dalam dilema sama ada mahu pulang ke kampung ataupun beraya di perantauan dek kerana beban tugas dan kekangan masa (hamboi ayat mcm karangan kau!). Patik akhirnya mengambil keputusan untuk 'stay' saje di U terchenta ni.

Kemurungan yg jelas terpancar dalam 'lab' di pagi Jumaat =(

Namun, mujur ada jugak kawan2 senasib. Xdela patik sorang2 sepanjang cuti. Ohh..dan patik mengambil keputusan untuk mengubat duka patik dengan sesi masak2. Patik dengan bantuan kereta sport milik Cik Awatif meluncur laju menuju ke TESCO untuk 'restock' bahan2 mkanan dan masakan sebagai bekalan sepanjang cuti. Turut menge'join' adalah Cik Reen merangkap 'housemate' Cik Awatif. Maka misi masak2 patik pun bermula!

Spageti Versi Pertama bertemakan 'lazy & simple'

Sarapan di pagi Aidiladha

Spageti bertemakan 'simple but richer than before' yg sempat dijamah oleh rakan2

Ohh..perihal makan2 di Aidiladha, syukur Alhamdulillah sebab patik dan rakan2 senasib berpeluang beraya ke kampung halaman Cik Amnina yg berada berhampiran. Merasa jugak la ketupat raya kalini. Dan x lupa pulak rumah Kak Am yg menyediakan juadah special sup 'gearbox' yg 'superbb'!

Muka 'excited' nak beraya :)

Muka kekenyangan (burrppp)

Salam Aidiladha daripada kami yang berada di perantauan!

Akhir kata, jutaan terima kasih kepada tuan rumah yang sudi menjemput dan menghidang juadah hari raya kepada kami yang jauh dari kampung halaman. :)

SALAM AIDILADHA

2011-11-04T19:24:00.003+08:00

DUHAI AYAH BONDA

2011-11-03T22:58:00.001+08:00

Duhai Ayah Bonda

Ampunkanlah anakanda

X dapat beraya bersama

Jauh dari mata

Dekat dalam jiwa

Demi FYP ku tidak beraya~

Notakaki: Mengucapkan Salam Aidiladha kepada semua ^__________^

WORDLESS WEDNESDAY #14 - INTERVIEW

2011-11-02T10:53:00.002+08:00

RETRO BEBEH!

2011-10-31T23:07:00.000+08:00

Keh3..retro? Tu tema 'dinner' tahun akhir kelas patik. Ohh sedikit 'excited' sebab belakangan ni asyik pening2 kepala dan bersusah hati dengan kesibukan dan debaran dan tekanan. X sabar nak 'release' kegilaan dan keseronokan duniawi sementara. Patik tadi berkesempatan fikir2 sejenak fesyen retro nanti. Ermm..macam mana ek?

TIME TO LOVE

2011-10-30T15:54:00.003+08:00

3.20 IN THE MORNING AND..

2011-10-29T03:21:00.001+08:00

I AM NOT SLEEPING!!!

BICARA HATI? YAKINLAH AKAN KETENTUAN-NYA

2011-10-27T22:53:00.003+08:00

WORDLESS WEDNESDAY #13 - MENGAMBIL ATAU DIAMBIL?

2011-10-26T00:05:00.000+08:00

*Sungguh kurang sopan aksi ini!

BILA DAH KIJE NANTI

2011-10-25T22:31:00.000+08:00

Ermm..bila dah kije nanti patik nak beli:

Microwave oven
Laptop baru?
Jam tangan yang sofostikated?

Tapi persoalannya sekarang, dah bersedia ke patik nak kije?

COKLAT DAN SEDIH

2011-10-24T22:54:00.004+08:00

Orang kata..makan coklat boleh mengubat rasa sedih. Patik bukan seorang pencinta coklat. Tapi tadi patik cuba makan coklat untuk uji petua ni. Hurmm..akhirnya, akhirnya, akhirnya..patik jadi lagi sedih. Macam mana?

Notakaki: Bersabarlah wahai hati, sejauh mana diuji dan dicabari teguhlah pada impian dan harapan yang menanti. Jangan tewas di saat ini.

KEROCET MEROCET

2011-10-23T22:56:00.002+08:00

Kerocet merocet? Ish tu bukan satu carutan OK. Tapi saje2 menggedik bagi sebutanj 'CROCHET'. Ermm..patik sekarang tetiba rasa nak menjinakkan diri dalam bidang kait-mengait ni. Sebab seronok tengok proses2 mengait tu sampai la jadi bentuk2 yang menarik. Ermm..ermm..tapi x ada modal nak mula sekarang. Jadi boleh tengok je la video tutorial. Nanti2 patik CUBA ok?

OLYMPUS - HAPPY PHOTOGRAPHY CONTEST

2011-10-21T23:27:00.002+08:00

Ingat lagi x post patik yang INI? Ha..tu sebenarnya patik join 'contest' anjuran bersama OLYMPUS dan jugak Nuffnang. Terbuka kepada semua Nuffnangers. Nak tau lebih lanjut? Klik gambo bawah ni ok?

JADIKAN HATI INI SETIA PADA KETENTUAN-MU

2011-10-21T01:50:00.003+08:00

Setiap insan akan punyai sekeping hati yang kadangkala merapuh dan melemahkan jiwa. Patik dan hati patik seringkali x sehaluan. Bibir berkata "Ayuh kuat.." tapi hati menjerit "Aku tidak mampu.." Patik bersyukur kerana hati patik dianugerahkan dengan rasa cinta dan kesetiaan. Namun Ya Allah, jadikanlah hati ini setia kepada ketentuan-Mu yang pasti. Bukan kesetiaan terhadap cinta dan harapan rekaan sendiri. Patik dan hati patik ibarat buaian. Naik turun bertubi-tubi dan terkadang terhenti apabila kekuatannya hilang. Tatkala ini hati ini tiba2 melemah atas cinta dan harapan rekaan sendiri. Patik tidak mahu terus terluka dan melukakan. Patik tidak mahu tertawa dengan tangisan yang tersembunyi. Kerana patik punyai cita2 dan impian yang mesti dikecapi. Andai cinta dan harapan ini masih punyai peluang, kembalikanlah ia tatkala patik dan hati patik benar2 bersedia. Sementara ini, hapuskanlah ia dari terus merentap jiwa daripada bahagia dalam ketentuan-Mu. Sesungguhnya patik memerlukan jalur ketenangan yang tidak putus2 demi tanggungjawab dan harapan insan2 yang berhak ke atas diri ini.

MY HAPPIEST MOMENT

2011-10-20T00:48:00.000+08:00

INTERESTED? COME & JOIN HAPPY PHOTOGRAPHY CONTEST AND WIN GREAT PRIZES!

PATUT ATAU TIDAK PATUT

2011-10-16T19:58:00.005+08:00

Siapa kita,

Untuk menidakkan dan mengiyakan,

Apa yang patut dan tidak patut,

Untuk ditakdirkan ke atas kita,

Untuk didatangkan kepada kita.

Siapa kita,

Untuk mengeluh dan berpeluk tubuh,

Menafikan pemberian-Nya,

Yang barangkali hari ini tidak menggamit selera,

Jauh sekali membenih cinta.

Siapa kita,

Untuk berteriak dan melonjak,

Seolah memestikan setiap mimpi,

Untuk menjadi nyata dan seumpama,

Sedangkan mungkin ia satu mudarat.

Siapa kita,

Jika tidak untuk berdoa dan berusaha,

Jika tidak untuk belajar erti terima dan redha,

Atas setiap ketentuan-Nya,

Kerana Dia lah Yang Maha Merancang.

IZINKAN AKU BEBAS DAN BERLAPANG HATI

2011-10-15T00:51:00.002+08:00

Entah apa, kenapa dan bagaimana,

Diri ini terhenti dan dihentikan,

Dari menggapai erti bebas dan lapang,

Depaan tangan direntap,

Digari kemas rapi,

Airmata sudah kontang,

Tapi hati terus menangis,

Entah apa, kenapa dan bagaimana,

Khilaf yang menghukum sampai begini,

Terkadang tangan ini meraih pautan,

Namun acapkali itu,

Pautan melonggar dan terbiar,

Kembali rebah dan bergari,

Diri ini sudah jenuh,

Meniti atas sisa-sisa kekuatan,

Sisa-sisa impian,

Izinkan aku bebas dan berlapang hati,

Sepertimu,

Seperti dia,

Seperti mereka,

Akankah diriku?

SEDIH TAPI MASIH MAMPU TERSENYUM =)

2011-10-14T19:37:00.001+08:00

PUTUS CINTA?

2011-10-13T14:22:00.003+08:00

ALLY ISKANDAR NAK MAI UTP!!! (^_______________^)

2011-10-12T21:30:00.003+08:00

Hah..penah x korang rasa hepi sangat9 sampai jantung berdegup dengan sangatt pantas? X pernah? Huish...patik tengah hepi ni. Buah hati nak datang melawat. Yihaaa! X sabar tunggu hari Jumaat. Nak pakai cantik2 la. Ok?

WORDLESS WEDNESDAY #12 - PATIK ANAK JOHOR

2011-10-12T11:41:00.004+08:00

30 DAYS SONG CHALLENGE ABORTED

2011-10-07T22:18:00.000+08:00

Patik dengan ini mengisytiharkan, bahawa patik terpaksa menamatkan Cabaran Lagu2 30 Hari kerana sebab2 berikut:

Patik dapati patik x dapat nak beri komitmen dan kadang2 rasa macam terpaksa untuk blogging. X best kan?
Patik tidak berapa sihat dan menyebabkan patik rasa x mampu untuk sambung misi ni

Akhir kata.."I'M SORRY~"

DAY 12 - A SONG FROM A BAND I HATE

2011-10-06T18:11:00.002+08:00

Err..kalau 'band I hate' perlu ke patik share ek? Hahaha..xmolah. Cuma nak terus terang la siapa band yang patik x suka tu. X lain dan x bukan:

DAY 11 - A SONG FROM MY FAVOURITE BAND

2011-10-06T18:06:00.000+08:00

YOU RAISE ME UP BY WESTLIFE

Walaupun lagu ni adalah nyanyian asal oleh Josh Groban. 'Somehow' versi kumpulan Westlife ni sangat melekat di hati dan menyebabkan airmata bergenang. Terima kasih mak dan abah sebab besarkan kami dengan susah payah!

WORDLESS WEDNESDAY #11 - DRAMA SEBABAK

2011-10-05T12:57:00.002+08:00

DAY 10 - A SONG THAT MAKES ME FALL ASLEEP

2011-10-04T23:06:00.002+08:00

CENDERAWASIH BY 2D

BY THE AGE 30 I WANT TO

2011-10-03T16:18:00.001+08:00

TRAVEL TO JAPAN, AUSTRALIA AND PARIS

Patik x pernah 'travel' dengan kapal terbang seumur hidup patik. Walaupun zaman sekarang ni macam2 pakej perlancongan murah2 ada, tapi masih lagi luar kemampuan patik. Patik tengok budak2 kecik pon dah berkali dah naik 'flight' tapi patik? Fuhh bersabo je lah. Insya-ALLAH rezki patik akan datang. Tapi impian 'travel' patik ni secara 'detail' nya:

ke Jepun dengan kawan2
ke Australia dengan mak n abah
ke Paris dengan suami (eceh!)

Lepas tu bila dah ada anak2 nak buat 'annual family trip' dalam negara sahaja lah. Jgn dimanjakan sangat budak2 ni kan?

OWN A HOUSE AND A CAR

Patik fikir punya fikir, boleh x patik nak ada rumah dulu baru ada kereta? Sebab harga rumah makin mahal. Tapi harga kereta boleh lagi dirancang sebab patik bukan nk kereta yg 'extravagant' sgt pun. Myvi pon ok la kan? Sokonglah barangan buatan Malaysia. Lagipun, patik dah lama merancang mcm mana nak hias rumah patik dan dah angan2 nak menajamkan 'skill' masak-memasak yang mana mesti lagi mudah bila ada rumah sendiri kan?

Eh xmau lah rumah besar gabak mcm kat atas ni. Penat je nak vakum satu rumah. Urghh..bajet langsir pun tinggi nanti. (Eceh perasan). Tapi nak rumah yg ada halaman luas utk brcucuk tanam boleh?

DAY 9 - A SONG THAT I CAN DANCE TO

2011-10-03T13:10:00.002+08:00

MAAHI VE - THE OST OF KAL HO NA HO

DAY 8 - A SONG THAT I KNOW ALL THE WORDS TO

2011-10-01T12:52:00.000+08:00

ASYIK BY AMELINA

DAY 7 - A SONG THAT REMINDS ME OF A CERTAIN EVENT

2011-09-30T00:49:00.002+08:00

HATI KAMA BY SITI NURHALIZA & NORANIZA IDRIS

SEBAB:

Lagu ni adalah lagu pertama yang patik nyanyi di khalayak ramai secara solo waktu patik Darjah 3. Mengingatkan patik kepada Pertandingan Bintang anjuran Tong Garden. Kalau patik x silap la.

CHILDHOOD DREAMS

2011-09-29T22:18:00.001+08:00

Patik baru sahaja meng'update' blog YCM berkisar tentang bunga tulip. Tiba2 ilham ni datang tatkala patik sedang tengok2 gambar kawan2 patik melancong ke sana ke mari di luar mahupun dalam negara. Terdetik rasa cemburu di hati patik, tapi siapa tahu mungkin rezeki patik pulak x lama lagi kan. Oh..tentang ilham ni sebenarnya patik nak berkongsi tentang impian kanak2 patik atau dalam bahasa orang putihnya 'Childhood Dreams' la kan. Hehe. Tapi topik nya tentang tempat2 yang ingin patik lawati:

JEPUN
Ni semua dek pengaruh drama bersiri 'Long Vacation' lakonan Takuya Kimura. Ada satu babak yang mana Takuya Kimura ni 'count down' dan buat magik kepada si awek konon2 dia hilangkan menara Tokyo di sebalik tangan dia.

HOLLAND

Ha..ni sebab patik tengok Majalah 3 ketika patik masih di sekolah rendah lagi. Patik tertarik dengan kecantikan bunga tulip dan memasang impian untuk 'photoshoot' kat tengah2 padang dipenuhi bunga tulip berwarna-warni!

AUSTRALIA

Patik teringin ke Australia ni sebab patik nak tengok koala dan kanggaru secara dekat. Masa tu 'mindset' patik mengatakan haiwan2 ni cuma ada dekat Australia. Tapi kat Malaysia pon ada =.="!

DAY 6 - A SONG THAT REMINDS ME OF SOMEWHERE

2011-09-29T00:02:00.001+08:00

JALINAN BY UNIC

SEBAB:

Lagu ni adalah lagu tema salah satu Minggu Aktiviti semasa patik di MRSM Pontian zaman sekolah menengah dulu. 'Wtihout realizing, it's been almost 5 years since I left high-school time.' Betul kata orang, kalau kita muda, x sabar nak jadi dewasa. Tapi bila dah dewasa rasa nak jadi kanak2 semula. Apa2 pun, hidup mesti diteruskan. Apa yang terjadi pasti bersebab. Kan?

DAY 5 - A SONG THAT REMINDS ME OF SOMEONE

2011-09-28T01:24:00.000+08:00

LEBIH BAIK SAKIT GIGI BY MEGI Z

SEBAB:Lagu ni 'favourite' abah patik. Kadang2 lagu ni ada keluar kata radio dan patik mesti teringat pada suara abah patik menyanyi lagu ni :)

I Thought

2011-09-27T03:28:00.001+08:00

I thought it won't hurt anymore,
I thought I won't care anymore,
I thought it will cause me no more pain,
No more tears to shed,
But I'm wrong,
Totally wrong.

I thought I've got away from it,
I thought I've chased it out,
I thought there's no more of it,
But then i stumbled down,
I was wrong,
Totally wrong.

I thought I'll be stronger,
I thought I'll be braver,
I thought I'll be happier,
So far I failed,
But I won't give up,
Cause my life is not all about you,
And you're not my life.

I thought I'll find my happiness one day,
I thought I'll be the luckiest girl one day,
And I still think so,
And I believe so,
Oo my heart please be better.

DAY 4 - A SONG THAT MAKES ME SAD

2011-09-27T00:39:00.003+08:00

HANYA INGIN KAU TAHU BY REPUBLIK

SEBAB:Patik malam ni 'mood' jiwang karat sikit. Jadi nak share lagu jiwang karat yang boleh wat patik rasa syahdu tatkala meniti malam sorang2 sunyi sepi. Kenangan dulu2 datang pastu sentap kat hati patik. Patik x menyesal apa yang dah jadi, tapi berharap pada masa mendatang patik dan beliau beroleh suatu yang lebih baik untuk diri masing2. Amin~

DAY 3 - A SONG THAT MAKES ME HAPPY

2011-09-26T00:03:00.001+08:00

MABROOK BY IRFAN MAKKI

SEBAB:

Hurmm sebab lately ni ramai kawan patik yang mendirikan rumahtangga. Dan kebetulan patik terdengar lagu ni daripada satu video majlis perkahwinan kawan U patik. Lepas tu patik terus suka lagu ni. Rasa tumpang bahagia bila dengar lagu ni. Semoga patik juga ditemukan jodoh =) Begitu jugak dengan kawan2 patik. Semoga jodoh kami adalah yang terbaik untuk kami. Amin~

DAY 2 - MY LEAST FAVOURITE SONG

2011-09-25T00:01:00.001+08:00

BABY BY JUSTIN BIEBER

SEBAB:Hurmm..xde sebab tapi mungkin lagu ni selalu sangat orang 'request; kot jadi patik bosan. Tiap kali bukak radio, bila ada lagu ni patik akan tukar frekuensi radio laen. "Sorry Bieber, I don't hate you but I hate your FEVER."

DAY 1 - MY FAVOURITE SONG

2011-09-24T00:40:00.001+08:00

TURNING TABLES BY ADELE

SEBAB:

Patik suka lirik part yang ni:

Next time I'll be braver

I'll be my own savior

When the thunder calls for me Next time I'll be braver I'll be my own savior Standing on my own two feet

Ayat tu beri patik rasa semangat bila patik rasa sedih atas sesuatu kejadian lepas. Membuatkan patik sedar bahawa apa2 yang terjadi, baik buruk tu kita akan tanggung sendiri jugak.

30 DAYS SONG CHALLENGE

2011-09-24T00:28:00.000+08:00

Uih..patik ni xde keje ke sampai nak buat 'challenge' ni? Hehe. Sebenarnya tadi 'blog-walking' lepas tu nampak banyak blog buat 'challenge' ni pastu patik pulak rasa mcm nak buat jugak. Nak imbas balik memori2 patik tentang lagu2 yang patik penah dengar dan perasaan2 bila patik dengar lagu tu. Ha.. ni adalah senarai cabaran2 yang patik perlu selesaikan. Harap2 mampu lah ye :P

day 01 - your favorite song
day 02 - your least favorite song
day 03 - a song that makes you happy
day 04 - a song that makes you sad
day 05 - a song that reminds you of someone
day 06 - a song that reminds you of somewhere
day 07 - a song that reminds you of a certain event
day 08 - a song that you know all the words to
day 09 - a song that you can dance to
day 10 - a song that makes you fall asleep
day 11 - a song from your favorite band
day 12 - a song from a band you hate
day 13 - a song that is a guilty pleasure
day 14 - a song that no one would expect you to love
day 15 - a song that describes you
day 16 - a song that you used to love but now hate
day 17 - a song that you hear often on the radio
day 18 - a song that you wish you heard on the radio
day 19 - a song from your favorite album
day 20 - a song that you listen to when you’re angry
day 21 - a song that you listen to when you’re happy
day 22 - a song that you listen to when you’re sad
day 23 - a song that you want to play at your wedding
day 24 - a song that you want to play at your funeral
day 25 - a song that makes you laugh
day 26 - a song that you can play on an instrument
day 27 - a song that you wish you could play
day 28 - a song that makes you feel guilty
day 29 - a song from your childhood

day 30 - your favorite song at this time last year

CUTI SEMESTER DAN KENANGAN HEBAT!

2011-09-23T21:08:00.001+08:00

X lama lagi, dalam masa beberapa hari cuti semester patik akan berakhir. Oh agak sibuk dalam tempoh cuti ni memikirkan hal2 "Final Year Project" yang xkan berkesudahan. Mujur patik tidak berseorangan cuti kalini. Jadi patik berjaya jugak dalam program "Self-Rehab" patik. Sepanjang cuti ni, pelbagai aktiviti dijalankan dengan perancangan yang agak spontan, sekadar melalui Google Talk dan SMS sahaja. Hasilnya cukup memberangsangkan!

Aktiviti luar perancangan ni bermula dengan sesi berkelah di Air Terjun Ulu Licin, Beruas (dekat Beruas bak kata Yid). Lepas tu secara spontan lagi kami menuju ke sawah padi berhampiran untuk sesi 'cam-whoring'. Fuhh sangat berbaloi walaupun panas terik sebab pemandangan memang 'superb!'. Esoknya pulak kami ke Taman Gunung Lang. Jugak sesi bergambar, diselangi sesi bersiar2, borak2, nyanyi2..oh seronok! Makan tengahari pulak kami 'test' Nasi Ganja. Tapi sampai ke sekarang patik x faham kenapa nama nasik tu Nasik Ganja (=___=)"

Notakaki: Maaf sebab 'post' kalini pendek je. Patik belum ada 'mood' utk berblog. Pening dgn FYP

DERITA DALAM TAWA

2011-09-21T23:07:00.003+08:00

Cuti semester hampir berlalu. Ohh x lama pun cutinya. Sekadar seminggu lebih. Dalam tempoh tu, patik cuba sedaya upaya mempercepat usaha "Final Year Project" patik. Namun, perancangan x menjadi. Perubahan demi perubahan membantutkan usaha patik. Dan apa yang mengecewakan, adalah apabila patik dilemah-semangatkan atas kononnya kekurangan daya usaha patik. Ohh..seandainya mulut yang berbicara tu nampak betapa patik menderita dengan apa yang patik lalui dan serba buntu dengan apa yang perlu dan tidak perlu, berpening kepala dengan pertelingkahan demi pertelingkahan antara dua pihak berikutan perbezaan idea dan fahaman. Sangat menyeksakan! Mujur, ada jugak waktu untuk 'relax' bersama kawan2. Macam2 penerokaan dah kami lakukan:

Mandi-manda di Air Terjun Ulu Licin, Beruas
Penggambaran di Sawah Padi
Penggambaran di Taman Gunung Lang
Nasi Ganja

Ohh tiba2 bahasa penulisan jadi formal. Maaf!

Fifa Hafifah's photostream

2011-09-11T14:28:00.001+08:00

Fifa Hafifah's photostream on Flickr.

AIDILFITRI 2011

2011-09-11T14:15:00.002+08:00

Hai3. Belum terlambat untuk patik sekali lagi mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada seluruh umat yang merayakannya. Harini 11 September 2011 bersamaan 13 Syawal kan? Jadi patik nak cerita perihal Hari Raya patik.

Patik sampai ke Kota Tinggi Johor pada pagi 24 Ogos. Patik adalah anak pertama pulang ke kampung dalam keluarga patik. Hehe..semangat berkobar kerana Aidilfitri ni insya-ALLAH adalah yang terakhir patik sebagai seorang pelajar. Tahun terkahir mungkin menerima duit raya. Sesampai patik di perhentian bas, patik meneman mak dan abah patik membeli bahan2 nak buat kuih raya. Sikit2 saja, cukup sekadar untuk makan2 sekeluarga. Eh sekeluarga ke? Banyak2 keluarga.

Malam pertama di bilik sendiri, main2 dengan effect kamera

Cermin mataku yang usang

Khamis pagi, mak patik dah bagi 'sign' nak mulakan misi membuat kuih raya. Kuih pertama adalah Almond London. Walaupun x semenjadi yang lepas2 (biskut lemau sebab x tutup kemas2), tapi boleh la buat makan. Patik dan mak buat jugak Cornflakes madu dan kek kukus tapi patik lupa nak 'snap' gambonye =.="

Almond London sebelum dilimpahi coklat

Almond London selepas dibajukan dan dilimpahi coklat

Semenjak dua menjak ni, mak dan abah patik suka melayan kerenah anak2 angkat. Dulu ada satu, lepas tu jadi dua sekarang dah tiga. Perkenalkan anak angkat mak dan abah patik : si Kuning dan si Kecik.

Dari kiri: Kuning, Kecik (Tiada dalam gambar: Itam)

Sehari sebelum Aidilfitri, kami sekeluarga sibuk memasak. Rendang daging, ayam masak merah, sayur lodeh dan ketupat anyam adalah menu wajib.

Persiapan juadah Aidilfitri

Xtaula ni muka seronok ke sedih dengar pengumuman raya

X lengkap rasanya raya bila x maen mercun dan bunga api kan? Kalini raya patik unik sikit sebab berkesempatan main bunga api yang besarrrrrrrrr punya macam sambutan kemerdekaan tu. Hehe. "Excited' terlebih kami adik-beradik. Tapi kamera patik x mampu tgkap gambar cantik2. Yang ada ni pon jadila:

Bunga api kebabooom dan bunga api kucing

Dan selanjutnya adalah beberapa hasil 'snap' sepanjang hari raya 2011.

Ucapan tulus ikhlas daripada patik:

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri patik ucapkan kepada semua. Maafkan salah-silap patik kepada kalian semua. Kadang2 kita terlalu taksub dengan suatu yang kita inginkan dan harapkan sehingga x sedar bahawa kita melukakan satu sama lain. Kita hanya manusia yang khilafnya hanya akan disedari tatkala kita mahu menerimanya. =)

WORDLESS WEDNESDAY #10 - FIREWORK IN AIDILFITRI

2011-09-07T10:03:00.005+08:00

BUNGA DAN INSANI

2011-09-06T19:10:00.001+08:00

Hubungan insani itu ibarat sekuntum bunga,

Tiada sekuntum pun yang sempurna,

Cuma wangi dan cantik yang dapat dirasa,

Terpulang kepada tangan yang menjaga.

Namun bunga yang indahnya hinggap ke hati,

Berlandaskan apa yang palsu dan apa yang hakiki,

Fikrah yang tidak jemu menilai dan meneliti,

Bahawasanya kekurangan itu satu yang pasti.

Jika pada pandanganmu bunga sekadar penghias,

Maka hadirlah padamu segala yang berkias,

Cemburu dan iri datang melampias,

Kerana itu sandarannya rasa puas.

Jika pada pandanganmu bunga itu satu anugerah,

Maka hadirlah padamu segara yang indah,

Takkan hilang darinya gundah dan masalah,

Kerana itu sandarannya agar tabah.

Bunga itu nanti akan layu dan pudar,

Cantik dan harumnya akan bergetar,

Namun pada mereka yang sedar,

Itu sandarannya rasa sabar.

Dalam mencari sekuntum bunga itu,

Akan ditemui banyak yang palsu,

Maka pabila terjatuh dan tersedu,

Percayalah pada Yang Satu.

Google Gravity yang Awesome!

2011-09-05T16:40:00.001+08:00

KEMBALI DARI AIDILFITRI

2011-09-04T21:36:00.000+08:00

Patik dah kembali. Kembali ke kehidupan normal. Kehidupan seorang pelajar. Sangat letih perjalanan harini. 12 jam di atas jalanraya. Sendi2 mengeluh, urat2 berteriak. Patik perlu berehat. Nanti2 patik akan cerita perihal Aidilfitri yang bermakna. Ohh ya. Salam Aidilfitri untuk semua. Dan jugak untuk Ally Iskandar. Selamat Aidilfitri =)